(17) reborn

my selfish desires evoke every disorder

we are good now

I don’t want this anger

I wasn’t sick

and what if I was planted

what if I could forgive

we love them no matter the choice made

are we protecting and loving our brothers and sisters?

my ways are not your ways.

my plans are not your plans.

all my life, while I don’t know how to love

others were in my life, not accepting the love

distorting my perception of love

making me bitter with no sweetener

no fruit to eat

confused

at a dead end

I did not end dead

reborn and redeemed

I was born different